Not a Good Time in My WAH Life

Would you believe that I actually tried to fast yesterday? I guess I wanted to be more discerning of what God was telling me. Also, I just really needed (need) to have a spirit-triumphs-over-flesh experience. So anyway, it clearly didn't happen. The thing is, there is this opportunity to work outside the home - something that I mostly don't want to do and the work is not something I'd enjoy doing, but, oh, the money... It pays really, really well and well, I think I just made it sound as though I really shouldn't take the opportunity... There's no point to this post. I just need to let this out...